Preface
In
the fresh glow of youth, we seldom realize how precious each moment
of our life is, after all we have so many of them yet to spend. But
later, in our maturity, as we look back on those early reckless days,
we can begin to understand how important it was to be unaware. Otherwise,
how would we ever have found the courage to waste those precious moments
so wisely?
Chapter 1- Leaving Ft. Lauderdale
It was 1974 and things just didn’tget any more ordinary or boring
than my life, or so I thought at the time. Always trying to pinch
pennies and still do it all, on the ‘cheap’, I had booked fare on
Air Bahama, cheapest flight to Europe in an effort to cure the boring
situation. Not relying on my parents for their financial input [and
consequently, their approval] was central to my idea of freedom and
independence in search of a new life, or at the very least an adventure.
I
worked odd jobs constantly, saving pennies living at home. That was
me, constantly trying to save a buck and in the process getting my
curlers in a jam and pulling out my hair by the roots. Not a pretty
sight on a natural blonde just turning twenty. Many of the problems
that followed my progress through life could be attributed to my lack
of funds or my unwillingness to spend them. But what college student
ever has plenty of money? I should not have been in such a dither
when my trip was continually beset with problems, but then hindsight
is always 20/20.
I
perceived myself as a typical college female, average height and weight,
straight, thick, long blonde hair [despite the curler pulling] usually
made blonder by the Florida sunshine. I was ordinary in every other
way, except for one thing… my embarrassingly larger than normal breasts.
OK - waaaay larger than normal. It's a genetic trait inherited from
the females on both sides of my family and an exceptionally cruel
trick fate played on a young, naïve girl. Large breasts had been the
hallmark of my torture & shame in school from fourth grade on. In
my youth, I did not understand [and still don’t really] the fascination
of the male species with huge boobs. But, child that I was, I didn’t
know they [men] weren’t fascinated with me. It was sad and laughable,
now that I look back on it, just another life lesson I would have
to learn the hard way.
It’s
not a fact I’m proud of, but if you’re to understand any of this at
all, you need to know, the 'mams' are my only truly outstanding physical
feature. The oversized chest luggage singles me out from the crowd,
produces instantaneous preconceived notions in the head of every male
[and female] on the planet and I hated them [the boobs, not the people].
In 1974, however, I was just beginning to learn they gave me a certain
amount of power…
I
boarded a twin engine prop plane that looked like a throw back from
an Indiana Jones movie to get to the Bahamas where I was scheduled
to board the Air Bahama flight for Luxembourg. The farewells to my
mother and family were unexpectedly tearful and tentative. I think
my parents were more aware of my intent to move to Europe on a more
permanent basis than I gave them credit for. I had been in touch with
a friend from college who assured me I would be accepted to the Universtät
at Tübingen as an English teacher, if I wanted to apply.
I
wasn’t doing so well at the University of Florida that year, and going
to Europe was my idea of a partial solution. This trip had the potential
to provide a career opportunity and/or the total life style change
I was looking for. At the very least, it was a chance to procrastinate
until a decision would have to be made. This plan had the advantage
of partly hiding from my student responsibilities while still capitalizing
on my student status to see Europe on the cheap. It was an excellent
buy for time. The flight to the Bahamian Airport was short, more than
a little bumpy, but amazingly uneventful for trespassing so boldly
through the Devil’s Triangle in such an ancient aircraft.
The
Airport was little more than an abandoned World War II air strip on
the end of the island with a small, one room, air-conditioned terminal
on the side of it in grand sixty’s style. The March weather was pleasant
for a young Floridian like me. But I could see plainly how the warm,
humid air was visibly slapping the faces of the majority of passengers
disembarking on the staircase that led directly down onto the hot,
open tarmac. There were easily 40 or so of us waiting to board the
incoming jet, and seats in the tiny terminal were at a premium. Still,
we’re all excited travelers enthralled by the ocean view afforded
by this exotic little airport on the end of an island. So the three
hours we waited seemed to pass rather quickly, at least in my memory.
It
was the following six hours of sitting on the tarmac that seemed to
go on forever.
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